[i made a golden promise that we would never part, i gave my love a locket & then i broke her heart]
oh god, i'm stressed out.
i have so much stuff & no place to move everything to... now i'm thinking about how to split everything between some of my friends without taking away too much space from them/having to carry stuff too far. all that & knowing that my beautiful home will be demolished in a few days... *cries*
i need a cigarette.
but despite my panicky depression of being homeless in a few days, there were a few awesome things this week :)
• i spent the weekend baby-sitting, d'aww. the little worm is so freaking adorable! but really exhausting.
• i went to the soap&skin concert. the friends i went with didn't like it much, but i was completely blown away - wow. that woman is one crazy bird. the music is astonishing, somehow gorgeous & so very dark.
Click to view• picspams: band of brothers, the breaking point | top 5 outlaws. no one seems to like this but me, but i think it's awesomness | ncis, tony shinyness in season 1| EPIC 'dana scully + gun = otp' spam
• reel_merlin is in the post-it phase... which would be way cooler for me if i actually had the time to read all the wonderful fics. but i've got one 'narnia' fic open in another tab, put the 'notting hill' one into my reading list already & have glimpsed a ton of awesomness... YAY.
• vids, as always
slings & arrows. sea fever by heresluck
a gorgeouse vid - full of calm & melancholy, ♥
multi. i enjoy being a girl by absolutedestiny
a wonderful mixture of kick-ass, cute & sexy
multi. come in closer by
liv_niggle
merlin, lost & supernatural. it's not a style i usually like - but blue october drew me in & there is something really gorgeous about this vid. a bit of bitter sweetness & a sense of loss.
...so. in addition to being homeless, i will be internet-less in a few days as well - i'm so addicted, i'm not sure if i'll survive a month or two without daily access ;)
♥