Feb 23, 2006 09:52
You'd think after 50 years the memories and pain would go away, the 'triggers' less powerful. Truth is, sometimes all it takes is a loud voice 'talking' to a child, a news report...another molester released..served his time of two years for molesting numerous children and destroying there lives, now is free to do it again...then there is the night..no control over nightmare memories, waking..crying silent tears..screaming silent screams...and even if 'someone' hears, for goodness sake, do not touch me, not while I'm 'trapped' in this darkness, falling down this never ending hole of hell! Question: Has there ever been an incest surviver who has completely 'healed'? How do we permantly LOCK those doors?
memories,
nightmares,
when can i cry?