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Today ive done well so far. 230 calories total. Its almost 8 and I think I'll be good. The day itself was stupid. At prom on saturday one of my friends and I got into this fight. Shes trying to hook up with this disgusting loser guy that I personally hate to death. He is seriously the biggest loser in the school. And I'm trying to convince her not to have anything to do with him and she blows up in my face. I'm just trying to be a friend. But I've decided that I dont care anymore. If she wants to get raped by an ugly pervert then so be it. I am extremely exausted. I didnt sleep saturday night but about 15 min. And 4 to 5 hours last night. Uhhh I feel like crap. Well I would write more but Im just to tired to think. Oh yeah lol I gotta write about this. Ok so prom night I went to see my grandmother, who is very sick and constantly in pain, so she could see me all dressed up and such. Well I was running VERY late for the grand march so I was just going to run in and run out so I had my date wait for me in the car. Well my grandma gets all pissed because she think I'm ashamed because of her ethnicity and started yelling at me. And I was like WTF! She totally ruined my night before it even started! I had to try sooo hard not to cry when I got back to the car but my bf could tell something was wrong. And I just found out that she is in the hospital. God idk what to do. She really hurt me when she accused me of that. And it wasnt true! wow. My life is so fucked up the wall. My track coach told me today that if I want to go to districts I have to run my 800 meter run in 2:35. Thats 6 seconds faster than my fastest time this year! So i'm like freaking out! Anywho I'd better go shower and sleep.