May 29, 2005 21:09
oh. my. goodness. its 9pm nd i'm sitting here waiting for news that could seriously change my life. my little sister's at the hosptial rite now cuz she has all the signs of sum fucking disease that usually leads to death. melanie is the one sister that i reali haven't gotten to know. like, i know her but i dont know those small details. like i do amber nd sammy nd derek. i reali hope she's okay bcuz i swear i'll not make it thru w/o her next to me.
i reali don't want your sorry's or ne thing rite now..i just want to know that you guys are there for me. saying sorry isn't going to change it; or make me feel better. so please leave a comment to let me know you're there if i need a shoulder to cry on. cuz i could reali use one rite now.
love,
Ashli
i love you, melanie paige.