May 26, 2005 17:41
ok...yeah i'm in poland...andit's crazy! people are amazing...and the housing is way better than i thought it was going to be...i mean me and my friend becca have a whole loft to ourself...it's so hard though...cuz all i can think about is million of jews, blacks and gays walking down the street to their death...and than i realize even more how fucking selfish we are in america...we get so self-centered...now just in america...but it goes from america, to texas, to san antonio, to 78258 (or wherever your zip code is), to why is my boyfriend treating me like shit today...i mean i feel stupid because im talking to a 12 year old who knows all about germany, u.s.a, poland, ireland, and more places, just about their history and current events. not to mention i was talking to guys tonight who are fluent in four languages...it just makes me sad...not to mention we are pretty much the only country who has hollywood...it's like no one can get out of the "popular crowd" mentality of highschool, i dunno, but it is such a blessing to see children and families with so little yet their giving so much...it just leaves me with hope! well besides my little rant poland is amazing and i miss all of you...~xoxo~