at anytime an invitation you can't decline...

[tearcatcherxoxo]

i decided when i got off the phone
that im not sleeping tonight
for fear of waking up from this dream.
but someones gunna pinch me eventually.

i hate people that hack into myspace.
even more i hate dumb blonde bitches
with their daddys money
who think they are the shit.
youhurtmyeyes.
i also hate people who think
that the KNOW me.
impossible.
i dont even know me.

confused lately
moreso than usual.
thinking less about school
and more about you.
might make this journal friends only.
weird comments lately.

coming soon.
total life ravamp.
newhair.newclothes.newlove.
should be exciting.
need a job. need a life.

i realized i am not who i want to be.
sometimes thats a shitty thing to realize.
nope, always.

my head is so fucked up right now.

somewherealongthewayigotlostinyoureyes.

you cant miss something[one] you never had
imissyounonetheless.