Sep 17, 2006 02:52
Mandy told me she doesnt want to be friends with me anymore
basically the reason was because I'm at college.
I want to be friends with her,
when we're together we're unstoppable.
She really doesnt understand how much I care about her.
She doesnt realize that when I'm with people here
I spend most of my time talking about her.
She doesnt realize that if she really needed me
I would gather up every last penny to get my ass up there for her.
Last year this happened. We weren't friend through the school year.
This summer we got closer than ever.
I dont want to lose her again,
I can't fucking lose her again.
One person who was a true friend.
And one person I would take a bullet for.
I fucking brag about her all the time down here
then I walk into fucking pauls room bawling.
Walking through the dorms crying = shittiest thing ever btw.
SO I'm crying again.
And I'm probably having the worst day of my life.
and I'm going to sleep forever now.
goodnight
Can I just ask ANYONE...
would you just cut off all ties with your best friend
in the snap of a finger?
pleasedontleavemeagain.youknowwe'reamazingtogether.