Sep 08, 2004 21:23
I have never been so nervous in my whole entire life!!! HONESTLY!! I'm dreading tomorrow but loving it at the same time!! Can that happen? I'm so anxious. I start thinking about tomorrow and I SHAKE. Nobody knows what I'm talking about, I'm leaving you all in a cliffhanger. Mostly ebcause if word gets out before I do, it's fucked. Keep your panties on friends, by 5:00pm tomorrow the whole school will know what's going on. Word travels fast. FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST in Riverview High.
Keep your fingers crossed for me, actually, I don't believe in suspicions and luck. I'd make you pray for me but I can't say that either. Umm, nevermind wishing me luck because I don't believe in that either...O_o
Just...hope for me, I do believe in hope...and in love I guess. (Sorry Doons, I'm leaving you behind.) Hope for me hat I don't get tongue tied...that I don't forget what I'm supposed to say and that I don't make things worse than they already are.
Here goes. I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
I think.
(P.S. If any one of you that reads this and guesses correctly what it is I'm talking about and squaks it at school tomorrow, you're all as good as dead. Don't ruin my day or my secret. one more thing...fuck you. HAHAHAHA, sorry I just felt like saying that..I went from nervous to crazy in 5 minutes. Maybe I'mn so nervous that I went crazy...I don't know. BOTTOM LINE. DON'T SAY AN EFFING WORD. FOO(S).)
Wow. That bracket thing was weird...
O.o Love!!