Ahhhmm...
So yeah. I'm a little upset because I'm not hanging out with Mike in the morning. And I had my heart set on seeing him. PLUS I'm horribly tired and I don't have a toothbrush. Eff you CuJo. Damn dog. >.<
Yesterday was weiiiiird. Umm, I remember seeing him walking through the terminal and I remember thinking.."Ohhhh my God.." and not being able to think anything else. I was excited to see him, but I did feel uneasy. I don't even know why. Hugging him was great, he gave me a huge hug. :) But then when we got home and when we were actually by ourselves it was, umm...well like I said it was weird. Because I knew that I had been going out with this guy for almost a year and a half and that I was completely in love with him. I used to be able to look at him and be all..stupid school girl giddy. Yesterday I wasn't and I don't know why, I guess I wasn't used to having someone that I love beside me, but not knowing who they are anymore. He told me he's changed, that's good. Now we have to learn to be patient with each other. I hate being patient. Expecially when I'm tired and cranky.
I need deodorant.
Anyways, I'm taking him out on a date sometime soon. I don't know when that'll be but I hope sometime soon. =O) Umm, I'm definitely gonna take him out to go eat somewhere, I don't know where yet but that's okay. Swiss Chalet maybe because he loves that place.
Hopefully hanging out with Mike will be as amazing as everyone predicted it to be. Yesterday..umm..I guess it doesn't count? There were people all around, he had to talk to a lot of them, I was definitely not in the best of moods, he was really tired. It just wasn't a good day, I was anxious for that moment to come and now that it came I guess we can start having a good time. :) I went from negative to optimistic in this entry. I love it when that happens.
Well, I best be off. I have to buy myself another fucking toothbrush. I'll shoot that dog if he eats another one of my toothbrushes. That would be 3...he's so soft and cute though. =)
Yesterday was weiiiiird. Umm, I remember seeing him walking through the terminal and I remember thinking.."Ohhhh my God.." and not being able to think anything else. I was excited to see him, but I did feel uneasy. I don't even know why. Hugging him was great, he gave me a huge hug. :) But then when we got home and when we were actually by ourselves it was, umm...well like I said it was weird. Because I knew that I had been going out with this guy for almost a year and a half and that I was completely in love with him. I used to be able to look at him and be all..stupid school girl giddy. Yesterday I wasn't and I don't know why, I guess I wasn't used to having someone that I love beside me, but not knowing who they are anymore. He told me he's changed, that's good. Now we have to learn to be patient with each other. I hate being patient. Expecially when I'm tired and cranky.
I need deodorant.
Anyways, I'm taking him out on a date sometime soon. I don't know when that'll be but I hope sometime soon. =O) Umm, I'm definitely gonna take him out to go eat somewhere, I don't know where yet but that's okay. Swiss Chalet maybe because he loves that place.
Hopefully hanging out with Mike will be as amazing as everyone predicted it to be. Yesterday..umm..I guess it doesn't count? There were people all around, he had to talk to a lot of them, I was definitely not in the best of moods, he was really tired. It just wasn't a good day, I was anxious for that moment to come and now that it came I guess we can start having a good time. :) I went from negative to optimistic in this entry. I love it when that happens.
Well, I best be off. I have to buy myself another fucking toothbrush. I'll shoot that dog if he eats another one of my toothbrushes. That would be 3...he's so soft and cute though. =)