kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity and you cant pull me down
OK...no one is going to understand wat this entry means except maybe one person, and dont try to interpret it cuz I know what everyone is going to think, but its not what it seems.... I just needed to get this out somewhere..
I have known since last year the intentions she had, but like you said guys are morons and dont see girls actions as necessarily being a display "of interest" they see it as a friendship, especially when you were best friends for so long. But things change and so do people as much as you dont want to face it they do. I knew that talking to her was a very bad idea b/c it was going to put ideas in her head and bring back those "feelings" especially cuz u had said she liked you for such a long time. I have no trust in her, and I don't think I ever will. It makes me feel like there were reasons you never wanted me to come hang out with you guys...The more I think about it, the more mad I get. Its completely out of line and un-called for, and she can say sorry and that she was drunk when she said those things, but how do u know that she was really drunk? Anyone can say how they truely feel and blame it on being drunk, but any logical person knows that when ur drunk, yeah ur inhibitions are lowered and you might be more "lively" but that doesnt mean your not aware of what your doing/saying. Seeing as how there were no spelling errors or punctuations missing I would say that she was damn aware of what was going on. I hate stupid bitches that get involved in things they shouldnt.
I have known since last year the intentions she had, but like you said guys are morons and dont see girls actions as necessarily being a display "of interest" they see it as a friendship, especially when you were best friends for so long. But things change and so do people as much as you dont want to face it they do. I knew that talking to her was a very bad idea b/c it was going to put ideas in her head and bring back those "feelings" especially cuz u had said she liked you for such a long time. I have no trust in her, and I don't think I ever will. It makes me feel like there were reasons you never wanted me to come hang out with you guys...The more I think about it, the more mad I get. Its completely out of line and un-called for, and she can say sorry and that she was drunk when she said those things, but how do u know that she was really drunk? Anyone can say how they truely feel and blame it on being drunk, but any logical person knows that when ur drunk, yeah ur inhibitions are lowered and you might be more "lively" but that doesnt mean your not aware of what your doing/saying. Seeing as how there were no spelling errors or punctuations missing I would say that she was damn aware of what was going on. I hate stupid bitches that get involved in things they shouldnt.