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"I apologize to you if I don't seem eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. Your sitting there thinking do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much. Are they talking enough, am I interested, I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested, but I'm not that interested but I think she's interested. But do I want to be interested, but now she's not interested so now I start to get interested. Or am I supposed to kiss her, do I have to wait for the door. Cause then it's awkward, well good night, do a ass out hug. Where you hug each other like this where your ass sticks out. Cause your trying not to get too close. Or you go right in and kiss them on the lips. Or don't kiss them at all. It's very difficult to read the situation. All the while your just waiting to see if we get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions. Perhaps play a little game called just the tip, just for a second, just to see how it feels. Or ouch ouch you're on my hair."