story plot
Summary:
i begin in search of a woman. i realize that what i am looking for is not literally a woman, but a fictitious woman who is a personification of an ideal of perfection, an unobtainable entity which i seek to make tangible but is forever out of reach. in this search, i realize that i've become one of them. mechanical. as hollow as the "o" in god. i sell my revolution and cut off my fingers to trade. i start to believe that this state of perfection does not exist. in my internal conflict i reveal various dimensions of my personality. in the end i recognize that all i wanted was to be with the one i wanted to be with but became this person i did not want to be. i realize that the only way to save myself is to destroy what i created, my lifetime of work based on a lie. i have become corrupted and impressionable born again as omega. as omega i become ruthless, unforgiving, and painless. i rape the world. i strike lucifer down as michael had done before. i fall from grace and watch everyone run. I start to regret this personal apocalypse that I have wished for but it is too later to take it back. I search through music, religion, sex, drugs, power, and art and realize that all I can believe in is myself.
Formating:
Act I: Alpha
Act II: Omega
Plot:
Birth, Life, Death
Possible Titles:
The Mind of a Lunatic
And I Did Not Know If She Was Real, or a Side Effect
A Sun With No Planets, Burning In Circles.
i begin in search of a woman. i realize that what i am looking for is not literally a woman, but a fictitious woman who is a personification of an ideal of perfection, an unobtainable entity which i seek to make tangible but is forever out of reach. in this search, i realize that i've become one of them. mechanical. as hollow as the "o" in god. i sell my revolution and cut off my fingers to trade. i start to believe that this state of perfection does not exist. in my internal conflict i reveal various dimensions of my personality. in the end i recognize that all i wanted was to be with the one i wanted to be with but became this person i did not want to be. i realize that the only way to save myself is to destroy what i created, my lifetime of work based on a lie. i have become corrupted and impressionable born again as omega. as omega i become ruthless, unforgiving, and painless. i rape the world. i strike lucifer down as michael had done before. i fall from grace and watch everyone run. I start to regret this personal apocalypse that I have wished for but it is too later to take it back. I search through music, religion, sex, drugs, power, and art and realize that all I can believe in is myself.
Formating:
Act I: Alpha
Act II: Omega
Plot:
Birth, Life, Death
Possible Titles:
The Mind of a Lunatic
And I Did Not Know If She Was Real, or a Side Effect
A Sun With No Planets, Burning In Circles.