I thought we'd never see the day...
Its been too long since Ive updated.
first things first.
My cat died. Grey had dehydration and kidney failure. She soaked up an IV for a few days at the Vet, but didn't really respond. Its not like we were bad parents and didnt feed our cats. Those fuckers never tell you when theres something wrong. Not till she was bleeding from her mouth, did we realize that something was wrong. Moemers is an only child now. I feel extremely guilty for that and I am giving him full privelage of the sink faucet from now on. I didnt know that they had cat body bags. It must be new. I think she was cremated. I dont like to think that DUST was my CAT. I didnt want the ashes. RIP Grey. You piece of shit. Dying right in time for the holidays.
....
Work is good. There's a lot of it. I got a raise. :)
I love my co-workers Janelle, Sarah and Brittany. They are the reason I work.
I love those girls, I love the closeness we have. My relationships with people are changing. I like it.
School is going good. Ahead of schedule and planning on graduating this summer.
Then its off to Cosmotology school, makeup school, and getting my esthetitians liscence and tatooing liscence. Interning soon.
Christmas eve is spent at my gramie's house in the hills being quite jewish. Food and wine and my gramie buying heaps and heaps of pointless gifts because she can't resist a good buy. Her squeezing my cheeks and asking me where Alex is to taste her kasha noodles and latkas. Conversation filled with my hippie aunt and uncle telling me that a Berkely education will be more financially satisfying than playing around with a foundation brush and liquid eyeliner all day.
Christmas we will be at my Grama and Grampas with everyone and my babies. My dad will get some kind of "little boy toy" which my dad and my uncles will most likely break or hurt themselves with. I will sit there amungst all the madness and get sick off of my gramas fudge. Christmas night is my parents excuse to let out a huge sigh of the holidays with their friends and bust out a few vodka martinis. Holidays. Theyre the same every year.
I am driving to Modesto on Monday to get Alex. Im scared out of my mind to get lost, but I got a pack of cigarettes, hundreds of mixed CDs and 6 hours to ponder how I'm going to keep the glue on this whole situation. He'll be staying with me for a week; til the 1st of the year and then he moves into his new place. He will hopefully be scoring a job at Guess. Im so scared. He's not leaving on a train this time and he's not going back. I want this life to work. Money's tight. He's dropping everything to come and try to make it in a city he doesnt know...just to be with me. He told me that this is the last time he ever goes to LA and kisses a girl. :)
Tuesday me and Alex are going to meet the people for his new place. That night we are expected at my Gramies house for leftovers. She told me to bring Alex over asap to see her and that I had better not been starving him.
Wednesday I work all day. Alex is going to be taking my sister shopping and looking for a job.
My birthdays on the 29th - Thursday. I have no idea what to do. Its not a big one so anything that happens will be nice enough.
Friday I work in the evening which leaves Laura and Alex to the job hunt.
I work 10-5 on New Years Eve because Im money hungry and a slave to my job, but I plan on getting completely fiesty to ring in the new year.
I have never been so excited to live out one week in my whole life.
XOXOXO
Heather.
first things first.
My cat died. Grey had dehydration and kidney failure. She soaked up an IV for a few days at the Vet, but didn't really respond. Its not like we were bad parents and didnt feed our cats. Those fuckers never tell you when theres something wrong. Not till she was bleeding from her mouth, did we realize that something was wrong. Moemers is an only child now. I feel extremely guilty for that and I am giving him full privelage of the sink faucet from now on. I didnt know that they had cat body bags. It must be new. I think she was cremated. I dont like to think that DUST was my CAT. I didnt want the ashes. RIP Grey. You piece of shit. Dying right in time for the holidays.
....
Work is good. There's a lot of it. I got a raise. :)
I love my co-workers Janelle, Sarah and Brittany. They are the reason I work.
I love those girls, I love the closeness we have. My relationships with people are changing. I like it.
School is going good. Ahead of schedule and planning on graduating this summer.
Then its off to Cosmotology school, makeup school, and getting my esthetitians liscence and tatooing liscence. Interning soon.
Christmas eve is spent at my gramie's house in the hills being quite jewish. Food and wine and my gramie buying heaps and heaps of pointless gifts because she can't resist a good buy. Her squeezing my cheeks and asking me where Alex is to taste her kasha noodles and latkas. Conversation filled with my hippie aunt and uncle telling me that a Berkely education will be more financially satisfying than playing around with a foundation brush and liquid eyeliner all day.
Christmas we will be at my Grama and Grampas with everyone and my babies. My dad will get some kind of "little boy toy" which my dad and my uncles will most likely break or hurt themselves with. I will sit there amungst all the madness and get sick off of my gramas fudge. Christmas night is my parents excuse to let out a huge sigh of the holidays with their friends and bust out a few vodka martinis. Holidays. Theyre the same every year.
I am driving to Modesto on Monday to get Alex. Im scared out of my mind to get lost, but I got a pack of cigarettes, hundreds of mixed CDs and 6 hours to ponder how I'm going to keep the glue on this whole situation. He'll be staying with me for a week; til the 1st of the year and then he moves into his new place. He will hopefully be scoring a job at Guess. Im so scared. He's not leaving on a train this time and he's not going back. I want this life to work. Money's tight. He's dropping everything to come and try to make it in a city he doesnt know...just to be with me. He told me that this is the last time he ever goes to LA and kisses a girl. :)
Tuesday me and Alex are going to meet the people for his new place. That night we are expected at my Gramies house for leftovers. She told me to bring Alex over asap to see her and that I had better not been starving him.
Wednesday I work all day. Alex is going to be taking my sister shopping and looking for a job.
My birthdays on the 29th - Thursday. I have no idea what to do. Its not a big one so anything that happens will be nice enough.
Friday I work in the evening which leaves Laura and Alex to the job hunt.
I work 10-5 on New Years Eve because Im money hungry and a slave to my job, but I plan on getting completely fiesty to ring in the new year.
I have never been so excited to live out one week in my whole life.
XOXOXO
Heather.