I watched this movie today called Less Than Zero starring Robert Downey Jr when he was just a youngster. That movie was actually pretty good as a matter of fact. 1987. I usually don't expect much from 80s films, but this one caught my attention...and now I am probably starting to sound like an advertisement so I'll stop before I get ahead of myself. I will say one thing though, it made me think, and one of the things I like the most about shit is when it can make me think. I especially look for that in movies. I like movies that make me think about stuff after I'm done with it. Unlike those movies where I completely forget about it in an hour. I can't remember which movie I watched that was like that, but I was laying down at night and then out of nowhere I said..."man, I forgot we watched *bleep* today." and then my friend was like, "Oh YEAH! Me too..." and then we just went to sleep. Didn't even talk about it or anything afterward. Anyway, I don't really know why I am telling any of you guys this...I don't even think anyone reads this because truth be told, nobody really gives a crap about someone Else's life unless they hold some sort of interest or special meaning. It's not like I really mind....I'm just going to continue listening to Benny and Joon while I go and stare at pictures of made up models and cigarette ads.
This guy Ardy told me that if I ever wanted to smoke weed with him, then he would hit me up. Yesterday I hung out with that guy and I regretted it so bad, man. I was thinking to myself..."I woke up early for THIS?" but I am trying to build up good karma. You see, normally people don't really follow through with their plans. For me anyway. They say they are going to be there, but then guess what happens? Yes, that's right, they never show up. SO, I was like, I'm not going to be that person. I am going to show up and be a nice person no matter what, and that's just what I did. And what did I get for it? 4 hours of drug talk and weed. I couldn't believe this was all the guy could talk about. But, hey, people are gonna be like that everywhere you go, what can you do about it right? Nothing much, just deal with it, sit there with that plastic smile and concentrate on the world around you. Luckily, the ocean was right there within my grasp. I glanced over in it's direction when a horrid moment came and looked back at Ardy a second later with my calm expression. Nothing evident about it. Nothing at all but tranquility.