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so i just got home from ottawa. we won the ontario summer games for volleyball. thats exciting and i had a really good time. and i got to see gill which just topped it off.
but what the fuck. i dont know what i did!!! like im so confused right now its not even funny. could someone please explain to be what the fuck is going on. well i doubt any of you can. like im supposed to be happy right now because of the big win but i'll be completely honest. im frustrated and confused and on the verge of tears because i overthink things and i dont know whats going on. i dont really care what the answer is but i woud just like to know because avoiding it isnt helping one bit. i wanna talk to michiko. call me when you get back tomorrow. :(