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I really want to kill myself. I always told myself if it came down to the day where I knew I was going to let go, that I would run away first. Not like "run away from home" I'm an adult. More like.. run away to something.. what it is I don't know. To anywhere, any place. Just.. to try. I don't have a dime. I don't have any friends or anywhere to go. I plan on hitchhiking, hiding on trains and ships, wandering aimlessly around the world.. basically the life of a hobo. I know it sounds funny, or stupid and makes no sense, but I'm very serious.. so.. would anyone like to come with me? Or know anywhere interesting to see? Thank you all for your kind words, but of course there's more junk to my life than I can fit in a journal post. I just hope everyone can understand. I'm just trying finish out my time here, and this is my last chance.