feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling....
things are better
: D
i've already begun making the most of this year, cause you know what- it is NOT going to be like the previous two. this time i'm not taking shit too seriosuly and i'm fucking taking some time out to actaully do something for myself. fuck it, i'm seeing places.
and you know what else? i'm going to also make the most of my time with people here.
so yeah. things are good.
i went to that one house party this guy at school invited me to. he's always been ok and i figured it'd be better than the last house party i went to. man was that a fucking waste of my valuable time. you bring your own booze to a place and try to make nice even though certain individuals CLEARLY want to start a verbal fight and next thing you know you're biting your tongue so as not to point out what dutch (sp?) bags they are for even inviting you when they have no intention of being friendly. whis one was alright, though. for the most part. the music was sub par and i wasn't feeling the crowd all that much but i managed to score some free weed off this other guy on my course who was too high off coke to notice or care. loser.
i hung out with mike on saturday night and we watched brick. my fucking god. i don't even know where to start. it was a good film, i just think i'll have to watch it again. it made me feel like i was back at hamilton. what with the social wars and the melodrama and all that tension. ugh. i felt kinda sick.
then last night i went to see control. you know, that ian curtis film that his widow helped produce. SO GOOD. it made my heart swell and burst some. that's always nice. when things and/or people can do that to you.
i've been getting into joy division for some time now. thanks to justin and his burned cds. he sent me the whole heart and soul box set when i was in LA. for those of you who don't know, justin's this guy mike and i knew from this board. he came out to leeds in march. it was fun. he's too great.
so yeah. ian curtis was a beautiful person.
just wish i hadn't lost disc one. damnit.
the flat's doing well. paul works on saturdays so it's when i become a "domestic goddess" and clean the kitchen and the bathroom and do the dishes and vacuum, etc. it's nice, i enjoy it. i guess it's the way it reminds me of my mom. that's always cool.
we've been planning on having people over for like a dinner or something. first, paul and tom were thinking of having a cook-off. but they're also planning some sort of knife fight, which has yet to take place. so then i suggested we make a bunch of finger food and have a few beers. so that's the plan now. they're going to bring all their people who're all right. they're the lost i went to puro with that one time and had a blast on the "vodbulls". i've decided to invite the guys i went to see that film with last night. they're people i met through revo who i always thought were pretty cool.
it should be fun. a change of pace, you know. i think that's what i need here in leeds.
and now, i gotta bus it home cause i forgot i needed to desposit some money and i should do it before i meet mike in town at 3. i'm making him take me to maplins (sp?). he doesn't know that yet.
: D
i've already begun making the most of this year, cause you know what- it is NOT going to be like the previous two. this time i'm not taking shit too seriosuly and i'm fucking taking some time out to actaully do something for myself. fuck it, i'm seeing places.
and you know what else? i'm going to also make the most of my time with people here.
so yeah. things are good.
i went to that one house party this guy at school invited me to. he's always been ok and i figured it'd be better than the last house party i went to. man was that a fucking waste of my valuable time. you bring your own booze to a place and try to make nice even though certain individuals CLEARLY want to start a verbal fight and next thing you know you're biting your tongue so as not to point out what dutch (sp?) bags they are for even inviting you when they have no intention of being friendly. whis one was alright, though. for the most part. the music was sub par and i wasn't feeling the crowd all that much but i managed to score some free weed off this other guy on my course who was too high off coke to notice or care. loser.
i hung out with mike on saturday night and we watched brick. my fucking god. i don't even know where to start. it was a good film, i just think i'll have to watch it again. it made me feel like i was back at hamilton. what with the social wars and the melodrama and all that tension. ugh. i felt kinda sick.
then last night i went to see control. you know, that ian curtis film that his widow helped produce. SO GOOD. it made my heart swell and burst some. that's always nice. when things and/or people can do that to you.
i've been getting into joy division for some time now. thanks to justin and his burned cds. he sent me the whole heart and soul box set when i was in LA. for those of you who don't know, justin's this guy mike and i knew from this board. he came out to leeds in march. it was fun. he's too great.
so yeah. ian curtis was a beautiful person.
just wish i hadn't lost disc one. damnit.
the flat's doing well. paul works on saturdays so it's when i become a "domestic goddess" and clean the kitchen and the bathroom and do the dishes and vacuum, etc. it's nice, i enjoy it. i guess it's the way it reminds me of my mom. that's always cool.
we've been planning on having people over for like a dinner or something. first, paul and tom were thinking of having a cook-off. but they're also planning some sort of knife fight, which has yet to take place. so then i suggested we make a bunch of finger food and have a few beers. so that's the plan now. they're going to bring all their people who're all right. they're the lost i went to puro with that one time and had a blast on the "vodbulls". i've decided to invite the guys i went to see that film with last night. they're people i met through revo who i always thought were pretty cool.
it should be fun. a change of pace, you know. i think that's what i need here in leeds.
and now, i gotta bus it home cause i forgot i needed to desposit some money and i should do it before i meet mike in town at 3. i'm making him take me to maplins (sp?). he doesn't know that yet.