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I need to stop caring about all of the things people say to fill me with doubt.
I need to stop being so impressionable.
I need to just believe in everything I can do.
Because there is so much that I can do.
Because I'm amazing. I am an amazing person with aspirations and anticipations.
I was reading my grandma's yearbook today.
She married my dad's dad out of highschool.
Their pictures were next to each other in the yearbook.
Because people just stayed together back then.
He wrote "now we have time to make our plan come true".
I want to be in love and have nothing else matter.
I'm going to start cleaning my room.
By the time I have my license, I'll have everything packed.
I'll move in with my sister, or my dad, or my grandparents.
My mom won't be able to hold me back anymore.
She told me Liz was dragging me down, but when I'm around her I'm unstoppable.
I believe my mom is the one dragging me down.
She makes me feel horrible about myself.
How can that be helping me get through life?
I don't believe it can.
Our friends would all make fun of us,
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way.