SIGH!!
Nothing ever works out for me. I'm writing this a little late cause I was to tired to write it yesterday. I woke up nice and early yesterday with my mom and we went up to the busy. Phones broke (bad thing #1) so I had to take it to Cingular to get it fixed. We got up there and Cingular said we had to call the company and they would send us a new one. So basically we drove 30 minutes for nothing (bad thing #2). So we got Quiznos, checked out Best Buy and then headed home. Now since my phone wasnt working I no couldnt get in touch with Brittany. The one God damn person I wanted to see (bad thing #3). I decided I would head up to Jace's and chill with him and Rob. I could always just talk to Brit if she came on line cause Jace is always online... So I rolled there, first back to best buy to get this Mischief box set I saw. Came with a soundtrack that was pretty sweet. Then to Jaces. Brit wasn't online...But oh well, it's early, she had to get her hair done today...Jace, Rob, Wimbles, and myself went to Zia's where we played a neat little game where we would make new words out of old ones. Oh..and we ate... I like looking at random people and eatting as agresivly (spelling?) as possible. They like it too I think, or at least Jace does. After eatting it's the normal trip to the hardware store then back to Jace's. Brit isn't online... We watch the Mischief DVDs...all of them. In between we play a few games like Asshole, and a new one Elisa came up with called "Finish your drink" (bad thing #4). That was a romantic game, lol. It's starting to get late, I've lost hope in Brittany getting online, but not a feeling of worry has overcome me. She said she wanted to hang out...Does she not want to? Did something happen? I hope she's ok. 10ish rolls around. I go to check AIM no expecting to find anything diffrent..SHES ON!! She tells me shes ok, she spend the day in the hospital cause her brother was having a lot of trouble breathing (bad thing #5). He's ok tho. By this time it's to late for her to come out (bad thing #6). I was sad...I tell her I'm gonna go play games and expecting the normal "i love you, ill miss you" or something like that. Instead I get "bye" and then her logging off (bad thing #7). Hmm, well, nothing I can do now...can't call her, can't text her, can't IM her...So I go off to play more "finish your drink"...This morning I wake up nice and early to talk to her. We straighted everything out. We are back to the "i love you, i miss you" goodbyes. I care about her so much. I really want it to work between us. I don't know what it is but I feel like I can say anything to her. And it's so nice to get the feelings back...in many ways ;-) But anywho. I wasn't going to post this until I talked to her. She's such a beautiful person. I love her truely, madly, deeply.