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this is going to be a rant entry. i havent been this annoyed and pissed off
at the world in a long time. butttt today , every button has pretty much been
pressed.
well today on the way to school my dad decides to tell me
he really doesnt like "that thing in my face"
and the whole "emo going to shows " shit.
well, i like exploded and almost cried.. on the way to school.
im like WELL WOULD YOU RATHER ME BE OUT FUCKING GETTING WASTED
AND HIGH EVERYWEEKEND LIKE ALL THE OTHER STUPID PEOPLE IN MY STUPID SCHOOL?
minus fucking.
hes like no i know your not that stupid.
im like Exactley. So don't complain.
i got out of the van and i think he attempted to say
love ya bye but i just slammed the door. i felt really bad afterwards.
idk.
and plus i dont understand this boy?
but im not going there. ugh.
came home after school with every intention of going to sleep until
i decided to wake up and fucking. THE PHONE KEPT RINGING. OHMYFUCKINGOD
thats probably the worst thing EVER. i was so pissed off i just wanted to
like throw the phone out the damn window. then ... i almost fell asleep.
AND IT RINGS YET AGAIN. at that point i was basically hanging up on whoever
was on the line. which was usually my dad. then he tells me i should try
and take my lip ring out until nicoles parents leave. well i couldn't fucking
get it out, and i duno how.. its like.. stuck there or something.
but anyways. i tried going back to sleep, but i cant. and now
im pissed. FUCK. and im fucking cold . my room is always so cold.
midterms start like tomorrow or something. atleast i have one in spanish.
but i took a pretest thinger today and i only missed one so it should be pie.
i dont know.im so mad/sad/pissed i just wish something good would happen to me
and it would STAY good for longer than like a week. but that wont happen....
at the world in a long time. butttt today , every button has pretty much been
pressed.
well today on the way to school my dad decides to tell me
he really doesnt like "that thing in my face"
and the whole "emo going to shows " shit.
well, i like exploded and almost cried.. on the way to school.
im like WELL WOULD YOU RATHER ME BE OUT FUCKING GETTING WASTED
AND HIGH EVERYWEEKEND LIKE ALL THE OTHER STUPID PEOPLE IN MY STUPID SCHOOL?
minus fucking.
hes like no i know your not that stupid.
im like Exactley. So don't complain.
i got out of the van and i think he attempted to say
love ya bye but i just slammed the door. i felt really bad afterwards.
idk.
and plus i dont understand this boy?
but im not going there. ugh.
came home after school with every intention of going to sleep until
i decided to wake up and fucking. THE PHONE KEPT RINGING. OHMYFUCKINGOD
thats probably the worst thing EVER. i was so pissed off i just wanted to
like throw the phone out the damn window. then ... i almost fell asleep.
AND IT RINGS YET AGAIN. at that point i was basically hanging up on whoever
was on the line. which was usually my dad. then he tells me i should try
and take my lip ring out until nicoles parents leave. well i couldn't fucking
get it out, and i duno how.. its like.. stuck there or something.
but anyways. i tried going back to sleep, but i cant. and now
im pissed. FUCK. and im fucking cold . my room is always so cold.
midterms start like tomorrow or something. atleast i have one in spanish.
but i took a pretest thinger today and i only missed one so it should be pie.
i dont know.im so mad/sad/pissed i just wish something good would happen to me
and it would STAY good for longer than like a week. but that wont happen....