i dunno
i really dont know why i have this thing.....i hardly ever update with anything worth while. i think of things during the day to put in here but either forget when i get home or simply dont feel like it. yeah...works been alright i guess. i'm working down in phase. i was not thrilled at all when i found out i had to go down there, there's been some bad blood between myself and them, but things arent turning out so bad. they got some new people down there that i'm cool with, and i think they've forgotten or atleast overlooking the fact i once got all them in trouble. then i wasnt thrilled with going down there when i found out who the day shifter i would be taking turn over from was. me and him dont have a good history together. he's a prick to put it bluntly and we really dont get along. but so far things havent been so bad, so i guess i can handle it. we're starting 12 hour shifts tomarrow. i'll be working 6 at night till 6 in the morning, starting tomarrow and going through next friday or something. i'm hoping i'll be down in phase again next week. we're on 12s for an exercise, and phase isnt playing, they're just going to 12s for sympathy, so i wanna be down there so i dont have to play. i'de rather work in the hanger than on the line any day.
well, the other night me and kim talked for about 2 and a half hours. it was like the first real conversation i've had with anyone in a long time. i havent been very socialble lately, or atleast havent talked seriously with anyone in a long time. but we actually talked seriously for that long, about lots of stuff. started out with her just kinda venting about some stuff, and we just keep getting off topic and going back, talking about anything under the sun. pretty good conversation. i wasnt expecting it, so it was a change.
right now, four in the morning and noones on for me to talk to and i need to stay up for another two and a half hours or so. i think i'm starting to get sick. my nose is really stuffed, sinus pressure...blah. i think it's my allergies starting to kick in. i'm sick year round it sucks. if its not the summer with my seasonal allergies, it's the winter with a cold. i'm always sneezing, blowing my nose, and taking 234930 kinds of medicines cause one only works for so long before you stop reaciting to it.
i think i finally want to change the look of this thing. i've had the plan ol blah since i got it. i just have to find someone whos willing to do it for me cause i dont have a clue how to. i dont know anything about this live journal crap. oh well....i'm listening to blindside. i'm looking forward to seeing them again at cornerstone. hopefully i'll get to talk to christian and simon. i didnt get to talk to those two much. but they're good guys. good band, good music. ok, i'm just rambling on right now cause i'm bored. i think i'm going to go see if there are any good movies on HBO.
well, the other night me and kim talked for about 2 and a half hours. it was like the first real conversation i've had with anyone in a long time. i havent been very socialble lately, or atleast havent talked seriously with anyone in a long time. but we actually talked seriously for that long, about lots of stuff. started out with her just kinda venting about some stuff, and we just keep getting off topic and going back, talking about anything under the sun. pretty good conversation. i wasnt expecting it, so it was a change.
right now, four in the morning and noones on for me to talk to and i need to stay up for another two and a half hours or so. i think i'm starting to get sick. my nose is really stuffed, sinus pressure...blah. i think it's my allergies starting to kick in. i'm sick year round it sucks. if its not the summer with my seasonal allergies, it's the winter with a cold. i'm always sneezing, blowing my nose, and taking 234930 kinds of medicines cause one only works for so long before you stop reaciting to it.
i think i finally want to change the look of this thing. i've had the plan ol blah since i got it. i just have to find someone whos willing to do it for me cause i dont have a clue how to. i dont know anything about this live journal crap. oh well....i'm listening to blindside. i'm looking forward to seeing them again at cornerstone. hopefully i'll get to talk to christian and simon. i didnt get to talk to those two much. but they're good guys. good band, good music. ok, i'm just rambling on right now cause i'm bored. i think i'm going to go see if there are any good movies on HBO.