Can't sleep
I just came back from one of the best weekends of my life. I'm still pinching myself to make sure this isn't all a big dream. I really have found the perfect person and just can't get over how amazing it is whenever I'm with him. I still can't believe my mom was okay with me spending the weekend in LBI- it's just funny how fast life changes... Just a couple of months ago, she was calling me if I was out at 10:00 PM to tell me to start heading home because it was late. Now she's letting me spend the weekend with a man she hasn't even met yet. I just don't understand when everything changed. It just seems like life is flying by so fast and everything is happening so fast. I feel like just in these few months we all have gotten so much older, whether that sounds cliche or not. One of the reasons I'm posting this is because I was just so overwhelmed today with how much people care- it meant a lot. I just wanted to thank all those who were worried about me tonight and I am so sorry I made you worry in the first place. Other than that, I hope everyone is having a good experience wherever they are. The first semester is already coming to a close- again, I'm just shocked with how fast time flies. I'm looking forward to winter break, it's nice having someone to spend the holidays with. And I'm also looking forward to going back to the farm everyday. It's such a relaxing place and a non-stress environment. Well, now I'm just babbling because it's late and I can't fall asleep. I want it to be Wednesday already.
Goodnight.
Goodnight.