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well life has taken a big turn...
i almost died i was never so scared in my life.
i never thought it would happen 2 me..(od) no not me..?
i rember getting dizzy stumbling around then i stood still dropped 2 the floor n i blacked out. i could not move any part of my body i thought i was talking and nothing would come out i could not talk i saw nothing but blackness NOTHING n my eyes were open. all i could hear was a loud fuzzy noise like a broken t.v. or something. my head hurt so bad. i NEVER wanna go threw that again. i still cant feel my face. its weird 2 eat. its hard 4 me 2 talk. its like my brain is dead i feel retarted. stuff that used 2 b easy 4 me is hard. i came home n cried i was so scared. i woke up shaky n my eyes were black n if i moved 2 fast my vesion got blury.
im done with that n Jey-Ca is helping me. cause im not the only 1 who wont do it.
on the pluse side im getting back on my meds. =)
Jey-Ca i LOVE you so much babe thank you.