Feb 21, 2004 11:01
i just started thinking about some things... and i wonder sometimes about some people. people that i consider important in my life that i really dont think give a flying rats ass about anything. what a good friend. i cant stand hypocrites. wow, there are two things i hate the most, people that lie, and hypocritical people. sometimes i really wonder who my true friends are. because i obviously thought more of this person than they did of me and i cared enough to try to make things better when they couldnt have cared less. people ask me all the time how i put up with it for so long. i have no idea, thats what friends do? oh well i dont want to be involved in all the negativity anyway. i spent a lot of time trying to make things better when i guess some people just like to be mad at everybody all the time. but i am definately not like that. so im smiling and going on with my life as i like it! oh well, that really is too bad, all that, lost, just like that, over nothing!! haha oh well, im not letting it bother me. im surprised it hasnt turned into some big high school bull shit drama yet. lol wow i crack myself up. tongiht should be fun. im goin the edison parade. whoooooooo!!!! lol or not! but yeah, i gotta go get ready. goin tot he bros baseball game then driving aaaaaaaaaaalll the way back to good ole ft myers. FUN! ooooh i hear the boys soccer team won last night!! BADASS!!! congratulations boys!! we get wednesday off school!! awesome possum! i love you i love you i love you all!! have a wonderful wonderful wonderful weekend!