First Real Post
Now that I've actually set this up and it's working correctly... the first real post.
So not a whole lot has really changed in my life lately. I can't wait for the summer. All the street racing. Warm weather. Summer job. Modding the Impreza. No school worries. Darien Lake. These are not complete sentences. Oh well.
First Issue : school
It sucks. I really hate school, I think it is a waste of time and money. I'm doing alright in my classes although I am only taking four and barely passing English. I am thinking of going to a tech school because these classes are just irrelevant to anything in real life.
Second Issue : love life
Non-fucking-existant. To put it in a nice way. See I have a few "problems" with my current situation. I have Sheila, Mel, Steph, Nicole, Sarah, and probably a few others who "like" me and want a relationship more than just friends with me. Problem. I don't like any of them in that way. Besides I don't know what to think anymore. I am lost. I still have feelings for Kristin. Strong feelings. It's just I don't know if I should just let it go, or continue to pursue a relationship with her. I honestly don't think she likes me in that sense anymore. A lot has changed since last summer. The way we act around each other has changed. I think I'm just holding on to something that isn't there. I just don't know anymore. Other than her there is maybe one or two people that I would even consider dating, and the chances of them liking me, are in the category of never. So that will never work out.
Third Issue : car
I have my entire summer budget worked out so that I can mod the hell out of my car! Yes I know I am retarded, but it is what i like, and want to do more than anything else. The current list of mods that I will be getting over the summer include : a race set up suspension custom built from japan, sti seats, 17 inch rims, and a few mods to make my car faster. I have decided against getting a bodykit just cause of the money factor. I will still get clear lights and stuff like that, but the bodykit in the end will cost me around 2000 with paint and installation included, which I could spend on the suspension which will actually help my car. Not make it look ridiculous. Enough with the car.
To some it up... I am very lonely. I may have the easiest life there is to live, but I am miserable. It's not that I need a girlfriend or anything like that. It actually has nothing to do with a significant other. I miss my friends. I miss high school where we had no worries, everyone was together, everything was great. Now I sit in my house almost every night, waiting for the phone to ring, but no one calls me anymore. I can't wait for summer.
So not a whole lot has really changed in my life lately. I can't wait for the summer. All the street racing. Warm weather. Summer job. Modding the Impreza. No school worries. Darien Lake. These are not complete sentences. Oh well.
First Issue : school
It sucks. I really hate school, I think it is a waste of time and money. I'm doing alright in my classes although I am only taking four and barely passing English. I am thinking of going to a tech school because these classes are just irrelevant to anything in real life.
Second Issue : love life
Non-fucking-existant. To put it in a nice way. See I have a few "problems" with my current situation. I have Sheila, Mel, Steph, Nicole, Sarah, and probably a few others who "like" me and want a relationship more than just friends with me. Problem. I don't like any of them in that way. Besides I don't know what to think anymore. I am lost. I still have feelings for Kristin. Strong feelings. It's just I don't know if I should just let it go, or continue to pursue a relationship with her. I honestly don't think she likes me in that sense anymore. A lot has changed since last summer. The way we act around each other has changed. I think I'm just holding on to something that isn't there. I just don't know anymore. Other than her there is maybe one or two people that I would even consider dating, and the chances of them liking me, are in the category of never. So that will never work out.
Third Issue : car
I have my entire summer budget worked out so that I can mod the hell out of my car! Yes I know I am retarded, but it is what i like, and want to do more than anything else. The current list of mods that I will be getting over the summer include : a race set up suspension custom built from japan, sti seats, 17 inch rims, and a few mods to make my car faster. I have decided against getting a bodykit just cause of the money factor. I will still get clear lights and stuff like that, but the bodykit in the end will cost me around 2000 with paint and installation included, which I could spend on the suspension which will actually help my car. Not make it look ridiculous. Enough with the car.
To some it up... I am very lonely. I may have the easiest life there is to live, but I am miserable. It's not that I need a girlfriend or anything like that. It actually has nothing to do with a significant other. I miss my friends. I miss high school where we had no worries, everyone was together, everything was great. Now I sit in my house almost every night, waiting for the phone to ring, but no one calls me anymore. I can't wait for summer.