May 13, 2004 11:31
Teach lesson at 10. Progress check. Work desk from 11 until 1. Rehearse new tango with Guillermo from 1 until 3. Try to GO HOME for a few hours to shower, change clothes, eat something, clean the kitchen and feed my dog. Return around 6, hopefully. Make an attempt to avoid balloon duty. Newcomer's class at 7. Practice Party from 8-9:30. Stay late, probably cleaning up and possibly rehearsing with Guillermo. Drive home. Practice the elusive ritual of eating. Die of exhaustion.
E and I might do something this weekend. I'm trying to be emotionally neutral, and take things as they come. I just don't want to get hurt if this whole thing doesn't work out. Is that pessimistic?