so flacky but fun
I don't know what my problem is.
i am so bored with school right now, i can't get any writing done because i'm scared my piece of shit battery adapter will burn out again, and i'm too scared to write what i want to write!
it isn't fair!
am i getting depressed, or is my perfectionistic habits really the core issue?
who knows.
and now i think Supernatural is getting Depressing. Season 5 was supposed to be hopeful, right?
well then WTF is going on? Please Writers, throw us a fucking bone!!!!
that aside...
Christmas was pretty fun, despite me spending all my Christmas money on Shape- Up shoes and books ( which I gotta say, made my butt look NICE!)! Uh, back in school and i'm taking Animation History, Math, and Philosophy. sometime before that i saw my Dad and my brother and sister again (because my Dad successfully guilt-tripped me into going down to Upland to visit. ) To be honest, I did have fun that weekend- we saw my sister's soccer game, then we went to Santa Monica and later to the Howard Hughes Center for dinner. And HOLY-SHIT my brother is a fucking teenager now! an emo, low pant rising, ipod listening teenager complete with the squeaky voice! And my sister was just the same!
but now i wonder if they are gonna have issues with our dad like i did, or if they will think i was being overemotional. ( to be incredibly brutally honest... i'm kinda rooting for them to go with me on this, our dad is pretty...intense...)
huh, you know what, i don't know what else to say so i'm going to bed.
goodnight.
i am so bored with school right now, i can't get any writing done because i'm scared my piece of shit battery adapter will burn out again, and i'm too scared to write what i want to write!
it isn't fair!
am i getting depressed, or is my perfectionistic habits really the core issue?
who knows.
and now i think Supernatural is getting Depressing. Season 5 was supposed to be hopeful, right?
well then WTF is going on? Please Writers, throw us a fucking bone!!!!
that aside...
Christmas was pretty fun, despite me spending all my Christmas money on Shape- Up shoes and books ( which I gotta say, made my butt look NICE!)! Uh, back in school and i'm taking Animation History, Math, and Philosophy. sometime before that i saw my Dad and my brother and sister again (because my Dad successfully guilt-tripped me into going down to Upland to visit. ) To be honest, I did have fun that weekend- we saw my sister's soccer game, then we went to Santa Monica and later to the Howard Hughes Center for dinner. And HOLY-SHIT my brother is a fucking teenager now! an emo, low pant rising, ipod listening teenager complete with the squeaky voice! And my sister was just the same!
but now i wonder if they are gonna have issues with our dad like i did, or if they will think i was being overemotional. ( to be incredibly brutally honest... i'm kinda rooting for them to go with me on this, our dad is pretty...intense...)
huh, you know what, i don't know what else to say so i'm going to bed.
goodnight.