Oct 01, 2004 03:39
I am
..J
o...
.....h
...n
j as in John
o as in Ohn
h as in joHn
n as in non
But I am not j as in Jesus.
Somehow, that turned into a lj thing into a poem.
I'm tired and exhausted. Tired and stressed, but ecstatic and at peace
Yet I am troubled and anxious.
I am mere stating random emotions that have little relevance as to what I should be accomplishing.
Pictures, illustrations.
It has been 2 weeks since I started school. I lived in despair, but joy. How so? I'm not sure. But I know Jesus was there to save me. So that would greatly contribute to joy. Yet, nonetheless, I'm not stating anything original, but dull. Detailed, but very vague. Articulate, but non-authentic.
I guess that's what happens when your John.
An imperfect being that suffers from emotions and hurt.
But all for the greater good.
Because I have found the reason to live.
And that reason is Him.