Think with your HEART not with your PENIS!
So its been a little while since ive updated. Sadly my life is so god damn lame that nothing has really happend.
Wrote an essay, went to work, layed around at home.
I dont sleep anymore, i just lay awake in bed. I would take soemthing but im afraid i wouldnt wake up in the morning. School is stressful. Kinda wish i could just quit now, but honestly woudl the hell can i do with my life, i SUCK at Math, and according to Greer's survay i cant spell to save my life.
Im kinda angry!
Im constantly compared to my sister, and i dont like it at all. Its either by some of my friends, or my mom or just people im sort of friends with. Ok everyone shes really pretty and shes cool and i love her to death and dont know what ide do without her but shes my sister and honestly i dont want to hear about how much you want to fuck her or how much smarter or prettier she is than me.
I WISH IT WAS CHRISTMAS BREAK! I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL AND THE PEOPLE IN IT! Thats what i love about holidays.. you can hang out with the people you want too. You dont have to be around people who you despise or who better yet despise you.
Ok and Guys... i hate them
I wish i liked someone, i wish i did more than anything. I wish someone liked me that would make my life better i think. Like dont get me wrong im not out there searching for someone, its just fun to be liked.. and guys just dont ever let you know if they do or not, atleast thats been my luck. Guys can make things so much easier if they only would think with their HEART not their PENIS!
Wrote an essay, went to work, layed around at home.
I dont sleep anymore, i just lay awake in bed. I would take soemthing but im afraid i wouldnt wake up in the morning. School is stressful. Kinda wish i could just quit now, but honestly woudl the hell can i do with my life, i SUCK at Math, and according to Greer's survay i cant spell to save my life.
Im kinda angry!
Im constantly compared to my sister, and i dont like it at all. Its either by some of my friends, or my mom or just people im sort of friends with. Ok everyone shes really pretty and shes cool and i love her to death and dont know what ide do without her but shes my sister and honestly i dont want to hear about how much you want to fuck her or how much smarter or prettier she is than me.
I WISH IT WAS CHRISTMAS BREAK! I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL AND THE PEOPLE IN IT! Thats what i love about holidays.. you can hang out with the people you want too. You dont have to be around people who you despise or who better yet despise you.
Ok and Guys... i hate them
I wish i liked someone, i wish i did more than anything. I wish someone liked me that would make my life better i think. Like dont get me wrong im not out there searching for someone, its just fun to be liked.. and guys just dont ever let you know if they do or not, atleast thats been my luck. Guys can make things so much easier if they only would think with their HEART not their PENIS!