After consideration, I deleted the first entry. It was more negative towards and a little more whiny than I like to be, and because of that, I made the decision that I'd prefer delete to write something more positive. Lately I've been thinking a lot of self confidence, and where it all comes. I never quiet understood how celebrities felt comfortable in the spotlight, or how some people really do feel the need for everyone to know their names. I wouldn't say I'm shy, or even subtle, but I 'm generally a nervous, neurotic person, and being in front of a crowd of people is something takes away the stability I like so much. In the words of a friend "She's a writer, she likes to edit first." But in the real life, there is no option to edit your words or even action. Because of that, I try to practice mindfulness in every thing I do. Unfortunately, this actually means I tend to obsess over the most pathetic things. Like, say, blog entries.
Anyway.
I'm glad that's over. Aren't you?
And so we enter the world of Japanese music. Actually, I think all music is a good theme for this blog, but considering my current work as lowly editor and occasional reporter for
Jrockrevolution, it makes sense I'd promote the music I really love. Unfortunately, I lack the fangirl flare for antics (see above message on discretion and neurotic tendencies), but I'll try to keep things interesting.
And what else? You'll have to wait and see.