May 09, 2007 01:10
i think i figured out y i break up w/ great guys who love me yet i could stay hopelessly in love w/ the one guy who would never date me
theres no challenge involved w/ someone u already have
i could lie to them and pretty much do w/e cuz i already had them
but not having him pushed me to better myself and give more than i would w/ a guy who wanted me
my promises meant more be/c i was proving myself to him
and i feel completely pathetic for being like that but at least now i've figured it out