I only need you as much as you perceive
I should have taken the plunge.
I belonged in that crowd tonight.
I should have been sweating through a tshirt pushing myself against other people savouring each bruise and crying for my life.
I deserved to transported to a place where i could be free and only feel what the music told me to feel
The thoughts are so loud these days do maybe they could be silenced by a crowd
But you took that away from me and you are the reason i couldnt get away from these dysphoric thoughts
I missed my favourite songs my favourite moments the things that make me feel alive so you could have another cheap fuck and now i remember that buzz and that high that you took away
How could you do that? How could you make me feel so worthless? How could you throw away last summer? But it didnt mean anything to you while it meant everything to me