Its one thing when your friends leave you out its a whole other thing when family does....

[teachingsick]

Last year at this time we were in Texas for my sister's funeral. I had not been feeling good but I was there and even though it was horrid time in my life I was having a nice time visiting with my family....so I thought. The rest of my sisters and cousins decided to not to invite me to hang out or go out with them. They left me while they all went out and hung out in their rooms, yes I had my husband, but it would have been nice to have been invited. This happened more than once. I know its weird to be bringing up a whole year later but....today they all started posting what a fun time they all had and what a great stress reliever it what for all of them. They all wish they were together again having a great time. That they should all have a get together again, just those that were there. It hurt my feelings so badly last year and to see them all talking about it just hurts all over again. My sister is gone and sometimes it feels like I lost a lot more than just her.

Something to be positive about today....
Nilla Wafers!!!! Yum!