Not enough sugar!
I've been very snappy and short with mom yesterday afternoon. I don't like to behave like this and I try to explain that whenever I'm in such a mood the best thing she can do for me is to leave me alone.
I'm working on improving myself.
I guess this comes from having not enough sugar in my blood. I sleep for 7 hours at night, get up and leave the house at 7am, without having had breakfast.
I usually take a small bottle of sweet lemonade with me, but yesterday I forgot my bevarage at home. So I spend four and a half hour in a room with 20 other people I don't know yet, had to work on my curriculum vitae, had to be nice to the woman who sits next to my desk and that's not easy sometimes.
She's dressed shabbily, which is alright, after all, we are all very poor. But she doesn't wash. Neither herself nor her clothes. She's still wearing exactly the same clothes she wore on monday, her hair is still greasy and her underwear smells.
When the class was dismissed at noon I took our lecturer aside and asked him what I could do about her. He said he would talk to her, but not to expect too much. I'm sorry for her, and I kinda feel that it should have been me, who's giving her the talk.
The first student already left the group, he said never in his whole life did he have to work with a computer and he doesn't intend to start with it now. Regardless that one has to write appliances with the comp! Hand written appliances aren't accepted anymore.
Anyway, last noon I was starving and parched and though I had lunch before mom came home I wasn't feeling much better. I blame the lack of sugar.
I went home shortly after mom returned from work, because I couldn't stand any company. I intended to pay a bill and took the long way home which would bring me across the bank. And once I stood infront of the bank's doors I couldn't find my account card! Thought I had put it away with some forms. Once I was home I looked in my purse again, and of course I found the account card. Tucked away between two bills.
I'm working on a shawl for me, in crochet, in granny square pattern. With selfstriping yarn. Very pretty, but as the shawl grows it takes longer and longer to finish a row.
