Post to journal in telegraph style:
-applied for becoming a VOH, a communicator between hospital and charity organsiation for parents of stillborns
- going crazy over unclear instructions of said charity
-finally finished two pairs of fingerless gloves, one pair for mom, one for me
-finally started to work on the socks for a friend
-playing far too much River King: Mystic Valley DS but loving the game so much
-learned how to do a short row heel to knit clothing for stillborns
-having bouts of depression, mainly (I guess and hope) from lack of sun
-feeling busy, busy, busy and yet don't achieve anything
-having heart problems again
-feeling stressed and sad because grandma gets more frail each month
-feeling sometimes angry, sometimes indifferent towards the aunt for her daring to write me a horrible birthday card, declaring that if I don't get more involved with family that they will drop me yet she failed to notice/open the birthday card and the present I send via mom, or if she didn't, then she hasn't said thanks yet
-wondering how Christmas will be, with aunt being an ass
-reading
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5082954/1/Lynnes_AU_Ending_to_The_Marriage_Stone and reviewing it, wondering how things will go on as she doesn't always manage to keep her chars in char
-having cold feet