It is sad, but true...
It really does feel the same as it did.
It really bounces between the numbness and the pain.
Time doesn't mean anything, people like us get stuck in our tragedies.
*edit*
I miss everything the way it was a year ago.
But a year ago I wasn't content with myself, nor am I now.
I just contradict myself too much.
I think and worry about things,
even if it don't effect me in anyway.
And I've decided to change that...
"I'm sorry it took me so long, I will never make another promise. (with you in mind)"