long post to make up for neglecting my lj <3 <3
oh...i've been terrible about updating. slightly sad lately. boy issues, again.
will someone please tell me why boys are so confusing!! Everything was beautiful with Yuji. I visited him at work and he seemed so surprised and happy! and I caught him secretly glancing and smiling at me. A couple days later I sent him a message(phone calls are so expensive here) telling him how nice it was to visit him. I also suggested we get together for a movie or tea. I haven't heard back and it's been over a week (or two?).
I don't understand why he would express so much interest then all of a sudden end communication. I cried to my friend Lara(a neato Canadian friend)about the situation and she gave me a crazy compliment. She said I am gorgeous and most likely intimidate boys. I was so surprised and told her I really don't think about stuff like that when I look in the mirror. I always think about my odd shaped nose or how I need to pluck my brows. Anyways it was very sweet of her...even though it doesn't explain the whole Yuji situation. sigh.
Despite the moaning above, last night was too beautiful. I went to a show. A boy on Contrabass and a girl on accordion. It was in this tiny bar that looked like a 1920's speakeasy. The music was soo amazing and I understood a tiny bit of what the lady said!
Today I had my Japanese lessons and my first Japanese crush, Oza was working. We talked for a little bit which was nice. It drove me nuts though! While I was having my Japanese lesson there was a french lesson taking place. I guess I have a thing for french because my heart was thumping whenever the instructor spoke, which is ridiculous. When I was getting ready to leave Oza sat down with the others and started speaking French fluently. He speaks English, Japanese, and French fluently! no fair, no fair!!
will someone please tell me why boys are so confusing!! Everything was beautiful with Yuji. I visited him at work and he seemed so surprised and happy! and I caught him secretly glancing and smiling at me. A couple days later I sent him a message(phone calls are so expensive here) telling him how nice it was to visit him. I also suggested we get together for a movie or tea. I haven't heard back and it's been over a week (or two?).
I don't understand why he would express so much interest then all of a sudden end communication. I cried to my friend Lara(a neato Canadian friend)about the situation and she gave me a crazy compliment. She said I am gorgeous and most likely intimidate boys. I was so surprised and told her I really don't think about stuff like that when I look in the mirror. I always think about my odd shaped nose or how I need to pluck my brows. Anyways it was very sweet of her...even though it doesn't explain the whole Yuji situation. sigh.
Despite the moaning above, last night was too beautiful. I went to a show. A boy on Contrabass and a girl on accordion. It was in this tiny bar that looked like a 1920's speakeasy. The music was soo amazing and I understood a tiny bit of what the lady said!
Today I had my Japanese lessons and my first Japanese crush, Oza was working. We talked for a little bit which was nice. It drove me nuts though! While I was having my Japanese lesson there was a french lesson taking place. I guess I have a thing for french because my heart was thumping whenever the instructor spoke, which is ridiculous. When I was getting ready to leave Oza sat down with the others and started speaking French fluently. He speaks English, Japanese, and French fluently! no fair, no fair!!