This post is not supposed to make sense.
Often, I have an image of two of me in my head, and they're usually trying to kill each other, or arguing, and at least one of them is screaming when I'm upset. That worries me a little sometimes. Last night one of them glared at the other and said, "See? I knew you were never good enough." And then they proceeded to trash my mind.
Screaming.
A lot.
Fun fact. I don't want to see a certain someone make what I know will be a mistake. Believe it or not, I get it. I really, really get it.
And it shouldn't even be something that I worry about, considering! Well, but then it is. And I shouldn't, but maybe I have to.
And damn it, I have to learn to fucking DEAL with it. Besides, I promised not to go anywhere for a long time, right? And that's a promise I have every intention of keeping. A promise I want to keep, a promise I have to keep, And...
I think I'm just scaring myself. The idea of this whole thing is scaring me, to be honest, and I obviously have no god damned idea of what I'm doing.
I really hope I'm right about a few things, here. This is one time I can't deal with being wrong.
Stretch and bend far enough, and you'll break yourself.
Shit.
Screaming.
A lot.
Fun fact. I don't want to see a certain someone make what I know will be a mistake. Believe it or not, I get it. I really, really get it.
And it shouldn't even be something that I worry about, considering! Well, but then it is. And I shouldn't, but maybe I have to.
And damn it, I have to learn to fucking DEAL with it. Besides, I promised not to go anywhere for a long time, right? And that's a promise I have every intention of keeping. A promise I want to keep, a promise I have to keep, And...
I think I'm just scaring myself. The idea of this whole thing is scaring me, to be honest, and I obviously have no god damned idea of what I'm doing.
I really hope I'm right about a few things, here. This is one time I can't deal with being wrong.
Stretch and bend far enough, and you'll break yourself.
Shit.