UGHHH
ok so right now i just wanna vent about how pissed off i am at ajs mom. so hes been living at home for what 7 months now and i have been for a year and im just now starting to get on my feet again and actually start saving money, and i make like 3 times as much as him. well apparently what hes doing with his life isnt good enough for her anymore. ugh i cant stand them anymore. i mean ur son used to be the biggest pot head ever and for him to have even stopped smoking more than a day much less 7 months means absolutly nothing to her anymore since his sister moved home and is the exact same way as he used to be aj doesnt even exist other than when she wants to control every little move he makes. i mean give me a break hes almost 22 yrs old lady. who the hell tells their 22 yr old they arent allowed to spend the night anywhere?? or better yet ur not allowed to go to church with ur girlfriend anymore bc they dont hold u acountable. fucking bullshit!! we have been going to church every sunday and wednesday since january and now all of a sudden he isnt allowed? WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just bc the church u go to is everyone u work with doesnt mean church is a place for u to go to show off ur kids..shes so damn controlling and judgement. how christian like is that??? i wanna scream soo loud, im so angry. i feel so bad for aj bc she has him so under her nail and he knows no other way. i try explaining it to him and has just been so used to her treating him that way he doesnt know what its like for a normal parent to be. he is so passive aggresive he doesnt even argue anymore he just sits there and takes it. i dont understand how he does it bc i sure as hell know i couldnt. and poor steph she has it the worst she is the best one graduated and is so good and is even the one that brought them back to god and church and they treat he like the red headed step child..nikki is the only one that gets anything in that family and shes the worst one..how is it that the drug addict, whore the golden child?? ughhhhh i could go on forever but im not. i feel a little better now.i guess i have to write on this thing since any time i try talking to aj about it i yell at him like its his fault which it totally isnt and laura is always with charlie and megan is a million miles away.