please talk to me. i wan2 cryy. i need a hug
well my summer hasnt beenthe best & well it jsut got worse. i cant wait to leave for w|v with some of my favorite people, i wish some others were going but yah then 2 weeks in texas just me & my aunt & cousins<3. i wish it was tomorrow so i could go.
i just dot understand things. & i dont know half of what im being told.
somethings are just fucking ridiculos.
do i seem like a fake person; cos i dont think im fake. am i the only one who can pick us a damn phone?
& i always listen & i do care.
maybe im just not a good friend.
how much sense is it to tell me u liek or care or are friends with me cos you like me for me but you tell me you think i act fake & that you feel that i dont a;ways care or listen. or you think that im only friends with you to be friends with someone else?!or to top it off, that you tell tell me you think that when i ask to hang out with you, im asking just to be nice, or i just talk to you to be nice! would someone whose just "being nice" tell you her secrets & have deep talk & stuff? how much do you really know me then? obviously not very wel, cos im not like that & i dont treat like that. &honestly it judt doesnt make sense to me? can someone help me out? idk if that makes sense but i kno what im trying saying.
i need some white castle or some TB & a Monster.
*oh sigh*
shoot. i need a biggie sibling. to listen to me, & be there for me. b'cuz i feel alone. & i dont like it one bit.i want to talk to somene idk who. but someone that i can just spill too. =[ & wont mind if i cry or talk alot.. & its just going to get worse before it gets better.
somebody leave me some lovin or advice or something. anything maybe all 4.
please & thanks
<|3 Samantha Victoria.
*if we go down we go down*
*together because when i said*
*bestfriends i meant forever*<||||||3
i just dot understand things. & i dont know half of what im being told.
somethings are just fucking ridiculos.
do i seem like a fake person; cos i dont think im fake. am i the only one who can pick us a damn phone?
& i always listen & i do care.
maybe im just not a good friend.
how much sense is it to tell me u liek or care or are friends with me cos you like me for me but you tell me you think i act fake & that you feel that i dont a;ways care or listen. or you think that im only friends with you to be friends with someone else?!or to top it off, that you tell tell me you think that when i ask to hang out with you, im asking just to be nice, or i just talk to you to be nice! would someone whose just "being nice" tell you her secrets & have deep talk & stuff? how much do you really know me then? obviously not very wel, cos im not like that & i dont treat like that. &honestly it judt doesnt make sense to me? can someone help me out? idk if that makes sense but i kno what im trying saying.
i need some white castle or some TB & a Monster.
*oh sigh*
shoot. i need a biggie sibling. to listen to me, & be there for me. b'cuz i feel alone. & i dont like it one bit.i want to talk to somene idk who. but someone that i can just spill too. =[ & wont mind if i cry or talk alot.. & its just going to get worse before it gets better.
somebody leave me some lovin or advice or something. anything maybe all 4.
please & thanks
<|3 Samantha Victoria.
*if we go down we go down*
*together because when i said*
*bestfriends i meant forever*<||||||3