dont hurt mee
im doing good at keeping myself together over this gay issue which shouldnt cause this much stress on me. i just hate making choices and well..i wanna make this choice one way but i want to know what will happen in the long run. and if i dont make this choice i will never know what would happen. a good guess; nothing will ever come of this situation; and maybe thats why i dont and prolly wont make this choice so i dont have to find out whatll happen; sso things dont go wrong and so i can keep dreaming.
idk what to do nemore.
we talked about change tonight in yg. i dont like change;because i dont want to let go of the good things that happened in the past. and i can hold on to those and know their there and real and the future scares me because i like to know whats going to happen. like with youth group i didnt like that everybody was being merged and everything was changing. and now that ive accepted it this change is fine. better than i thought it was gunna be. uhg i dont know how to write what i feel. annd for anyone thats read this far im sorry you read into a bunch a mambo jambo.
i love loud music; cars; beef jerky; and friends.<3
" you look familiar " lmfao!
im so excited for Dewitt.
Nessa i miss you!!!!!!! nov21st girrlll :-D
i guess ill go now. ima go uhh get some balls so i can get the courage to ask questions.
leave me something pleeaaseee
<3333333SaSa
happy birthday derek!
even tho you dont read this lol; hope it was berry good
idk what to do nemore.
we talked about change tonight in yg. i dont like change;because i dont want to let go of the good things that happened in the past. and i can hold on to those and know their there and real and the future scares me because i like to know whats going to happen. like with youth group i didnt like that everybody was being merged and everything was changing. and now that ive accepted it this change is fine. better than i thought it was gunna be. uhg i dont know how to write what i feel. annd for anyone thats read this far im sorry you read into a bunch a mambo jambo.
i love loud music; cars; beef jerky; and friends.<3
" you look familiar " lmfao!
im so excited for Dewitt.
Nessa i miss you!!!!!!! nov21st girrlll :-D
i guess ill go now. ima go uhh get some balls so i can get the courage to ask questions.
leave me something pleeaaseee
<3333333SaSa
happy birthday derek!
even tho you dont read this lol; hope it was berry good