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ok so a month ago kerry & me were talking about how i always write in this thing when im bored & depressed with stuff & wow im writing & im HAPPY. oh heck yes. ok so heres a brief recap on this week & the wonderfullness of my life.
monday- school, jordans house for project, got in trouble ehh rough 1st day
tuesday- school, wow fun actually, went to jordans, me & roby are so cool
wednesday- school, found a new crush, spanish project all night
thursday- performed project with roby jordan & kevin & oh yes it was so good i got a 90 on my test too fuck yeah i told robbie i was that proud hehe also i realized that my feelings for this new crush are so weird but i love them anyways
friday- well that was today & it was ok i just wish boys werent so inconsiderate of girls feelings sometimes i hate to see my friends upset i didnt see my crush boo for that i went to wal*mart & bought the aslyn cd which i love & got "whatever it takes" it was 5.50 hmm 55 huh? lucky number. i found a penny on the floor so maybe it will give me luck tonight haha.
so yeah thats it a lot more happened but i already forgot about it. all i know is that im so glad that i have a new unknown crush & that my birthday is in 6 days. im so excited. i wanna see my girls on my bday or go shopping i dk something that will make me smile. hmm i dk i have a lot to say right now but i just dont feel like it. hmm oh hmm new friend.. francis.. nice guy. way cool. (random fact of the week) oh gah i almost forgot the most IMPORTANT reason as to why im writing in here. IM UNGROUNDED! fuck yes. =) gah. yay.
hmm ok so back to this whole crush thing. ok so this whole being in love scene actually requires showing affection and care for someone. this just isnt happening lately so im over it. im sick of waiting for someone to be in love with me. theres just something about not having love recipricated to you that makes you feel like the person could care less for you. i dunno. im overreacting im sure but i dont care. i like...SOMEONE. ahh its grand. im happy today.
tomorrow me & alex are going to the baseball game & this picnic thing so that should be fun. ill write later when i have time i just had to randomly share to see if anyone cares to read this old thing i never use. oh well. xoxox. <333 bye. =)
monday- school, jordans house for project, got in trouble ehh rough 1st day
tuesday- school, wow fun actually, went to jordans, me & roby are so cool
wednesday- school, found a new crush, spanish project all night
thursday- performed project with roby jordan & kevin & oh yes it was so good i got a 90 on my test too fuck yeah i told robbie i was that proud hehe also i realized that my feelings for this new crush are so weird but i love them anyways
friday- well that was today & it was ok i just wish boys werent so inconsiderate of girls feelings sometimes i hate to see my friends upset i didnt see my crush boo for that i went to wal*mart & bought the aslyn cd which i love & got "whatever it takes" it was 5.50 hmm 55 huh? lucky number. i found a penny on the floor so maybe it will give me luck tonight haha.
so yeah thats it a lot more happened but i already forgot about it. all i know is that im so glad that i have a new unknown crush & that my birthday is in 6 days. im so excited. i wanna see my girls on my bday or go shopping i dk something that will make me smile. hmm i dk i have a lot to say right now but i just dont feel like it. hmm oh hmm new friend.. francis.. nice guy. way cool. (random fact of the week) oh gah i almost forgot the most IMPORTANT reason as to why im writing in here. IM UNGROUNDED! fuck yes. =) gah. yay.
hmm ok so back to this whole crush thing. ok so this whole being in love scene actually requires showing affection and care for someone. this just isnt happening lately so im over it. im sick of waiting for someone to be in love with me. theres just something about not having love recipricated to you that makes you feel like the person could care less for you. i dunno. im overreacting im sure but i dont care. i like...SOMEONE. ahh its grand. im happy today.
tomorrow me & alex are going to the baseball game & this picnic thing so that should be fun. ill write later when i have time i just had to randomly share to see if anyone cares to read this old thing i never use. oh well. xoxox. <333 bye. =)