Feb 07, 2003 05:02
Hi I am back......and the rain is still here.
I think I now have more thing on my mind that I could type here, loneliness is killing me and I need to put it in this white screen.
I want to talk about email, the easiest and most effective way to write a letter, just need few second to send them and DINGGGGG...... they're here.
This morning my friend told me how often she got emails from her fiance, when she arrives in the office, an email from him will be waiting for her. A cute short message that fills with the words of love. To tell her how pretty she is, how much she means to him, tell her that he thinks of her, tell her that he wants her, need her and love her and it always helps her to start her day with a smile....I said to myself "How lovely".
I asked her where her fiance lives ( I thought he lives far away from her) and her answers surprised me..."He lives about 20 kilometers from my house and work in an office about 6 kilometers from our office". I asked again how long has he been doing that, she said "He has been doing that for 2 years and before that he used to do it by sending her SMS-short message service, through cell phone". I asked her again, how long have you been having the relationship with him ?, she said it's been almost 5 years and they've been engaged for 1 and half year.
She is a very lucky girl. Her boyfriend and now fiance never gets bored to show her how much she means to him. They live close to each other but this man seems never lose his spirit to show his affection to the one he loves.
It makes me thing.....
Men are not the same, some of them could easily show how they feel, meanwhile some other find it very hard to do that. So, it is the woman who should understand and try to accept that. Speaking about accepting, I don' think it is something that should be accept or not but more to something that should be developed, should be learned to make a long lasting relationship. Of course there are many more to make a long lasting relationship, but what I am talking here is one of them.
Hmmmmmmm.....
Speaking about love make me feel more lonely. I think I'd better stop and start watching TV. There are many good movies on TV on Friday night. I will hug my pillow, and watching TV, accompanied by my dolls and the red teddy bear.
It's time to rest my mind and body.....goodnight. Until I see you again.