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Shower Me With Your Love

Feb 03, 2003 08:24

Rain is falling hard as the winds blowing harder
Sat in the corner of my room, looking through the window
Thinking, wondering, understanding about how much he really loves me.
Questioning myself if I deserve him or he deserves me, or
IF this love we have deserve everything....but what is that "everything".
If I asked about everything, the answer will be "Tidak ada yang akan pernah cukup"

All my live, at 29 years of age and knowing love for about 18 years, I have been looking for someone who can full fill my heart,
Someone who could be the one I expect him to be
But then I realize we can never have it all
"Tidak ada seseorang yang sempurna"..."Nobody's perfect"
I am yelling inside my heart, "I need to be showed love, I need to be sure if he really loves me.

"Does he show his love enough ?", "Does he tell his love enough ?"
The question is, how much is enough ? I could never answer.
But I can size how much have I shown my love and how much have I told it
and the answer is a Lot.
But does it enough for him ? I could never answer

People said love is about sacrificing
If so, then I have done it and would do that
A VERY BIG SACRIFICING
Would that be enough ? to show how much I love him ?
What would I get in return ? I don't care about what will I get in return,
Cause I believe true love never ask something in return.
What I have been giving with all my heart, sincerely, shouldn't ask something as return. I know it...
But as a human being, as a woman who has been giving all the love she has for a man, with my lack as human, I sometimes hopes for something more.....never get enough and satisfied

One thing I learn....Don't ever hope to have something in return about loving someone and love them unconditionally.

Rain is still falling hard, don't stop, please don't, wait until I finish my writing, I need you rain, to shower me with his love and to shower the garden of love inside my heart.

And I start to sing....

My heart is filled with so much love
And I need someone I can call my own
To fall in love that's what everyone's dreaming of
I know this feeling is oh so strong
Life is too short to live alone
Without someone to call my own
I will care for you, you will care for me
Our love will live forever

Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love that I long for
Shower me with your love
Shower me with your love I've been waiting for

I close my eyes and pray all my wishes come true
Every night I go to sleep
Until you're mine, I'll wait for you endlessly
Can't you see fairy tales
They do sometimes come true
If you believe it could happen to you

Like the stars that shine way up in the sky
Our love will live forever

Shower me with your love
Shower me with the love I've been waiting for
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