when will it end?
god tonight fucking sucks. not a real reason why... i'm just so fucking bored. i really wish i was at the stadium grille show, and actually, it's only 8:30, so i still have plenty of time to go. but 1. my mom doesn't feel like driving out there in the rain and 2. i don't have anyone to go with. all my friends are out right now. i've realized i organize all the friend fun times... i'm never really invited anywhere. oh well, nothing to bitch about, i don't really mind. i need a good decent hang out. like some spectacular show that will unite all of my friends and we'll discuss politics and all that fun stuff... maybe LOC will hold some of that.
i miss not having anything to look forward to. i guess that's the greatest part of a relationship, you always have something to enjoy. now i just sit around waiting for anything to pop up. the only person i'm holding a conversation with right now is one of my former campers from my job... man, i suck. haha.
i learned some shocking news recently about someone who i care dear for. the news sucks, im really disappointed, but in the end it's their body and i'm not going to interfere with their life. it's sad how easily curiosity controls our whole judgement system.
i'll leave you guys with some pictures... do they have a point? of course not. later days.
litte kids running for their lives. i'm to the left.
my sister, her boyfriend, and I. I was unaware the picture was being taken... or was I?
the "neighborhood" we stayed at. Truman Show much?
i got to sleep in the loft... how awesome is that?
the view from MY loft.
ok, so there were these guys at the beach. they were surfing, but they were using boogie boards. so i decided i'm going to call them "Boogie Surfers".
i miss not having anything to look forward to. i guess that's the greatest part of a relationship, you always have something to enjoy. now i just sit around waiting for anything to pop up. the only person i'm holding a conversation with right now is one of my former campers from my job... man, i suck. haha.
i learned some shocking news recently about someone who i care dear for. the news sucks, im really disappointed, but in the end it's their body and i'm not going to interfere with their life. it's sad how easily curiosity controls our whole judgement system.
i'll leave you guys with some pictures... do they have a point? of course not. later days.
litte kids running for their lives. i'm to the left.
my sister, her boyfriend, and I. I was unaware the picture was being taken... or was I?
the "neighborhood" we stayed at. Truman Show much?
i got to sleep in the loft... how awesome is that?
the view from MY loft.
ok, so there were these guys at the beach. they were surfing, but they were using boogie boards. so i decided i'm going to call them "Boogie Surfers".