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i've now realized something about life. There are very few people you can trust, and you can actually consider your friends. Very few people actually do care about you, and your feelings. I realize half the people im "friends" with are really not the kinda people i wanna be with. I dunno its just a waste of time, it seems that sometimes your true friends are the ones who know somethings wrong without having to ask, and there the ones who actually care, and can come through with you in the cluth. There not the people who expect you to bail you out when there in a tight spot, but there the people who would bail you out in a tight spot, because youd do the same for them but at the same time if they couldn't do it, they wouldn't expect it. I'm tired of depending on people and vice versa......i kinda just wanna crawl under a rock and stay there for a while. Free from everyone and everything. Some place where i can just sit and think about life, and such. A place where no one will ever bother me.........i need to be left alone for a while.......and unbothered.........thats what i want.....what i need.....and what i plan on using summer for.