If yes, read
What Lies Beyond the Haze of Social Conditioning? about what happens if one expands one's consciousness and transcends above all the trifling and trivial problems, with which normal people preoccupy themselves.
Then, if the article resonates a chord within you, send me an E-mail message. Maybe you'll find a soulmate.
At the moment, I am eagerly reading several articles from
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/archives/, in which also the above article appears. I did not feel like this since the time I found
Steve Litt's Troubleshooters.Com Web site, which teaches you everything you need to know to be able to troubleshoot malfunctioning equipment.