May 20, 2009 00:42
summer sun, enclosed patios. the great umbrella; bullshit & taco bell. zombies on the brain for hours upon hours, unfolding mysteries. if we survive, it's because we boarded the helicopter just in time. breaking it up, the smells they bring back such waves of good memories. taco bell and 7-11; some cars won't even start if you say the magic words. set us ablaze, fast. more night, less light. more bullshit, i'm legit- the champion. infinite. paranoia strikes the weak of heart & the zombies they crawl out again. a terrifying drive; the shivers and shakes. a volcano; bags of smoke. lectures of the heart; expansion of my mind.
they turned off the lights to turn on a strobe light. way too fucking intense for me. my body was the pulsation, i was being sucked into a vortex while the rest of me elongated into infinity and beyond. i felt the great beyond yesterday. the only thing holding me to the earth was the ball i was holding or so i thought. have you ever been 'there'?
i was.
fuck.