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so... prom tonight. 24958349635 pictures taken. And I hate pictures. I guess it was fun... but really depressing at the same time. My supposed "friend" i went with tried to take it a notch up the entire night... and I'll admit, so things I let her do. Like holding my hand and rubbing my fingers, rubbing my back, rubbing the back of my neck while we were dancing, actually holding onto me. But everytime she did one of those things... my brain was tricking me. It was like it wasn't her doing it... I'd close my eyes and there was Sarah... and I feel really bad for that. It's just been so long since i've felt affection... I craved it... and I needed it. But really not from her... *sigh* overall... i feel completely alone now... numb.
If only Sarah was in her place... *sigh*
If only Sarah was in her place... *sigh*