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[tcwindom]

despite all my arguements... despite everything. She thinks she's doing the right thing... shit, maybe she is. I can't think at all now... my brain is just cluttering and waiting to explode... maybe it already did. I need help...

god dammit i fuck everything up... i fuck everything up. Then I whine about it... who am I to fucking whine?

This hurts so much more than i ever expected.